2024 has been a year of unexpected growth, a year of breaking free from the chains of the past. Once bound by the weight of life’s challenges, I found myself unable to move forward. The darkness consumed my days as I dwelled on the past.

Today, I embark on a new chapter of life, filled with an inexplicable peace and an undeniable joy. I walk with renewed confidence, knowing that I can overcome any challenge. I am empowered to embrace my roles as a wife, mother, employee, and servant of the Lord. I can now help others navigate their own trials, for I understand the depths of human suffering. Yet, I am grateful that we never have to face these challenges alone.

Isaiah 41:10 “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand”

In January, I found myself in a small, nearby church, a broken vessel filled with grief, anger, and despair. The weight of life had become unbearable, and death seemed like the only escape. Each service was a flood of tears, followed by a hasty retreat through the side door. I returned week after week, too afraid to connect with others. I joined a women’s group, a reluctant participant, determined to maintain distance. I craved normalcy, a rest from the relentless pain.

Matthew 11:28: “Come to me, all you who are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest”

I can’t pinpoint the exact moment, but a transformation began to unfold. It wasn’t a sudden shift, but a gradual change in perspective. The world around me seemed to take on a new color, influenced by my growing relationship with Jesus. As I drew closer to Him, He drew closer to me.

James 4:7-8 Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

For the first time in what feels like an eternity, I no longer feel alone or afraid of solitude. I am on the right path, however narrow it may be. Each day, God’s mercies are renewed, and His Word reveals hidden treasures I’ve overlooked for years. Familiar passages now resonate with a newfound meaning. I yearn to live again, and I will live for Him.

Philippians 1:6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.