I started this blog to try and help myself as much as wanting to help others. Check out my BLOG POSTS page where I share my raw feelings about this journey called life. If I can help one person not feel alone… it is worth putting myself out there…
A little background…
I have been married to my best friend and twin flame for almost 2 years now. We met 20 years ago and somehow the stars aligned and brought us back together forever. I will have to write our story… it is truly one to be told.
I spent nearly 20 years with a narcissist man (14 married).🤯 He was charming in the beginning, I was blind to the way he would put me down or blame me for everything. We had a baby girl together👶 and I started helping to run his business.. after that.. I started noticing things…In April of 2018 almost a year after I left we finally divorced. 💔 I have paid for it weekly since with his unrelenting, evil 😈, delusional drug fueled💊 behavior.😱☠
My father is a hard working man who will never tell anyone no. My daddy has the biggest heart♥️ of any man I know, almost to a flaw. I do love him and as they say I truly am “daddy’s little girl” He buries himself in his bible📖, seemingly completely blind to the fact that while others need him… His family NEEDS him most of all..🙏
My mother is like no other woman you have ever met.💃She loves her family, but she does tend to “make waves🌊” as all mothers do. She is learning (as am I) to find happiness.😊 In ourselves and not in others. Its hard to do. You can’t blame others for your unhappiness, or put expectations on others.⚠️
I’m just gonna leave that one there for no now.. lol
I have an older brother💙 and older sister 💛 Yes, I am the baby.. We will all be living in separate states soon. I only say this because while I love my family, with all my heart. Like all families, we are not perfect either, but we do love each other the best way we know how.
As I said above I am now married to THE LOVE 💚🔥🔥💚 of my life Joseph,, have a 12 year old daughter🧍♀️, 19 year old step-son🧍♂️, 2 dogs 🐕🐶, a cat🐈, and 2 birds🐦.
💚🔥🔥💚, 👫 ,🧍♀️,🧍🏻♂️, 🐶🐶 , 🐈, 🦜. #godhelpme #idolovethemanimals #therapyanimals
I struggle with abandonment issues, grief, anxiety, depression, anger issues, PTSD, and just plain sadness. 😀😭🤬😱💀😶😐🤭😑⚠️🤯😥
I have researched and listened to pod casts🗣, read self-help books 📚and posts👩💻. Prayed🙏, read The Word📖, took devotionals📘. I’m no expert with a degree….but I am a survivor💞🤟🤙✌💥🖤. I’ve been in many different shoes👠👟 and wore many different hats🎩🧢. I can relate to people in a way that is completely God given✝️ and when I am not “in my dark place” I love talking to people. 😇🥰
Whatever battle ⚔you are in, know you are not alone‼️Many times it’s easier to reach out to a complete stranger.. You may just need someone to listen. 🌬👂🏼👩🏫👩💻 I am here. ✌🖤💞
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- Good listener 👂🏼🙏🏽👩💻